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* fragments of the same dead star
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
not because of a lack of things to do (i have 10 pages of thesis to write, yet unwritten) but more of arbitrary randomness, i suddenly thought of what the heck i was doing exactly one year from now in september. naturally i veer towards my pictures folder. since i got my laptop in 2007 (vintage macbook that is amazing STILL working albeit retardedly slowly), i went on to see my september folders for all 5 years. yup i organize my photos chronologically according to year, and subsequently by month (eg. 2007 folder has 12 subfolders)
simple video but such a strong message.
although i doubt most cheaters regret their ways, still i wonder if they are truly happy.
and then i simply drop it because that's not my problem anymore, it's yours.
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
Thursday, September 08, 2011 @ 3:12 AM
not because of a lack of things to do (i have 10 pages of thesis to write, yet unwritten) but more of arbitrary randomness, i suddenly thought of what the heck i was doing exactly one year from now in september. naturally i veer towards my pictures folder. since i got my laptop in 2007 (vintage macbook that is amazing STILL working albeit retardedly slowly), i went on to see my september folders for all 5 years. yup i organize my photos chronologically according to year, and subsequently by month (eg. 2007 folder has 12 subfolders)
16.09.07
honestly can't rmbr why Janice and I went to meet Liting at the Marine Parade Community Centre (MPCC) library, when she was on a date with her korean boyfriend Jae Sung. she has since then moved on and is happily with another guy haha ;)
26.09.07
Michelle's birthday. My 1st few mths in Eusoff, i was the lonely scared 19-yr-old junior living in the c3 senior wing. but of cos soon enough the seniors made me realize they're all a nice happy loving bunch :)
06.09.08
Ashley introducing me to his Gardens homeground. think i bumped into Bailyn here too. i rmbr heavy rain, relying on my cardigan for cover but still getting soaked. altho i don't rmbr why i wld take such a retarded picture..
13.09.08
Ming's farewell! off to UK. dress code was evidently outrageous lol.
24.09.08
one of the most memorable zouk nights of my life. havent had such a huge c3 grp shot in ages too! look at our fashion back then haha cutesy colorful much. but whoa camera caught a lot of unintentional scandals.. post-event drama :/ but still one of the best nights la.
26.09.08
Michelle's birthday again.. her 21st! mega late cos we got caught in a massive jam following Junbin's car to fort canning. still had fun tho i only rmbr a round of mahjong and also Wanyu's fantastic karaoke skills complete with commentary and dancing.
sep 08
undated! prob cos i received this from kaka/dada and didn't change the file name. CDK meetups! the only period to see Kaka cos of UK summer hols. Ashley so extra haha yet still obliged to participate in our camwhoring.
17-23.09.09
Paris! my first time going to europe, travelling alone, getting bumped off my flight and compensated by a reroute that landed me in business class (woots), and getting my luggage lost in transit from FCO to CDG. stressful first day reaching Cassie's place emptyhanded, but thanks to her French speaking skills managed to communicate with the non-English speaking airport staff to return my luggage to the doorstep! picture at the Louvre, Kaka with her baguette to re-enact her childhood eurotrip with her family when apparently she was at the Louvre posing with a baguette in her hand lol.
02.09.10
Sher's bday surprise! which reminds me of the previous year when surprise failed cos we all hid in her room for AGES while Sher and Dora were at the movies -.- anyway quite funny in 2010 cos we recycled the cake for Jingsong's birthday as well, and re-recycled it for Chris' belated. damn we're cheap haha.
10.09.10
dinner at Brussells Sprouts and butter after. XY my pseudo-boyfriend for the night.
sep 10
forgot the date too. first time accompanying V while she covers fashion events for Rockthetrend and her independent blog. just hanged around while she took photos and interviewed people but had fun checking out the new collection, commenting on models, and damn yummy finger food and bubbly!
AND THAT IS IT! that took a while but it was nice reminiscing on the past, even if it was all just on the septembers. can't believe i did so much!!! if not for the camera srsly i wldnt have rmbred doing all that. all the fun times.. and now i have to get to work on my thesis :( seems like there's no way my future september 2011 pics can compare back to these good ol days. is it true that as we get older, life just fades to grey?
Monday, September 05, 2011 @ 4:51 PM
simple video but such a strong message.
although i doubt most cheaters regret their ways, still i wonder if they are truly happy.
and then i simply drop it because that's not my problem anymore, it's yours.