* fragments of the same dead star



a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey



EARCANDY

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saboteur

i want to invent a device that can test if someone's love for you is real.
but then again this just goes to show how little i trust.

what a night.

third eye blind

"i mean just don't close yourself to everyone because you're not giving people a chance to see the exquisiteness inside.

and i think it's only the people who really get to know you who deserve to see the you whom no one would ever want to forget"

these are words from a special friend.

if not for you

my sister trusted me to drive the auto car to our grandparents place. and what did i do? hit the kerb. with a car behind me waiting to drive into the multi storey carkpark. excellent. i'm seriously reconsidering driving i'm just not cut out for it.



and by the way do you ever feel shut out from the world and unwelcome?
if yes, do you feel it a hell lot?

:x

"i'm not going to skip any lectures at all this semester."

so far i have skipped 1 lit, 1 bio and 2 ps lectures.
way to go charlotte.

:O

lionheart

i could never embrace a sense of adventure
i could never look after myself in a new environment
i could never bear to leave everything i have come to know and love all behind

but you have

we love you ET

indifference makes all the difference

having 2 sides of the same coin makes me want to throw that coin away and live in poverty. but for the sake of being partial, i'll choose to be happy.because you make me smile.

baffling? maybe. goodnight.

hang up the chick habit
hang it up (everyone)
or you'll be alone in a quick

now that my school week is over, i feel much lighter with the weight off my shoulders. wheeeee. i'm still feeling a little high even with only 3 hours of sleep. maybe milo works wonders. lalalalala

a baby girl called elaine.

we'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
and they'll think its just cos we're young
and we'll feel so alive

i feel ashamed to call myself an A levels econs student. i'm going to fail EC1101E. miserably. i am sad.

:(


i had a dream last night.
as strange and irrational as it was, it felt perfectly real.
hope. reconciliation. despair. but above all.. there was love.
a dream i will never forget.

a few nights ago i took jewel out for her walk and on the way back i happened to pass by a police car. i could feel the car slowly following me from behind as i carried on walking, and the car stopped at the gate. when i went in and closed the gate behind me, i stared at the 2 policemen inside and they stared back at me haha weird. when i carried on walking, i heard the car drive off. awww i feel so safe hahah.

shit i have to wake up early due to semi-unforseen circumstances. yet i feel like i still have the energy to do some more work. nevertheless i'm gg to force myself to sleep. what a waste of potential study energy. ROAR roar roar roar roar rawrrrrrrr.

btw watching nat geo adventure over the weekend makes me feel how unfulfilling and boring living in singapore is.

wah lao my home's desktop computer sucks. my thumbdrive works in every computer except the desktop! roar. angry la. my desktop so useless.. so slow also. useless.

okay ranting over.

omg i'm indulging in dars chocolate at 230am. no doubt it's real good (the japanese sure know how to make good stuff.. like royce! and apollo!) but oh no what have i done i have just flooded my internal fat bank :o

okay ranting RILLY over haha.

audition after audition after audition. but it's good to dance again. anybody wants to go for o school open classes w me?

then again i shld stop loading myself w too many things to do when i cant even do the essentially fundamentally most impt thing to do. STUDY LA CHARLOTTE.

i have driving at 9am. the past few days i have not slept earlier than 3am. therefore i am not tired now. maybe that's why i also overslept and missed my 10am lecture but that's another story. however i rilly shldnt be falling asleep on the road and be the cause of roadkill, and ultimately incurring the wrath of my very stern driving instructor.

hey you. so what if i'm not like you? doesnt mean you can diss all the things i do just to make yourself look perfect.

my mind's still thinking but i must must must try to sleep so goodnight.

* i think i should start appreciating my friends just that little bit more, fix a smile on my face, and make the world a brighter place.

* it feels like school has just started, what's up with the tests and assignments and shitload of readings? where did they all come from? they suddenly all just hit me. and i'm still stunned.

* omg my shoulders hurt.. :( my pillow sucks.

* shared itunes library = exposure to malay soft rock. got to listen to 'the girl from katong' by serenaide again, which i find quite amusing since it's so.. close to home. haha. magical marine parade.

* is it only me.. but.. i just cant seem to study properly. i take the whole afternoon to read one chapter. best.

* i need to stop eating so frequently.

* spontaneous visit from ruilin :) tried to study, cldnt resist some chatting. laughing at funny noise made by ruilin's _____! and a mini acjc reunion of sorts outside my door.



*** and you were the best part of the day. <3