♥♥♥
* fragments of the same dead star
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
it suddenly hit me how nothing lasts forever just as the year is ending.
wow what a very nice happily ever after.
1389
hearing your voice was the best xmas present of 2007.
every year, you do something special in a bittersweet way that wrecks me inside.
i love/hate you so very much. :) :(
yesterday it was more :'(
today it's more :)
so there.
:')
song for a friend
i cant believe its alrdy friday. i cant believe the year's ending!
i love my hall friends. they are too funny. camwhoring in lenny's room with the exchange student from holland i dunno his name. nobu saying how back in japan the girls in short skirts and high socks are "good for the guys". lenny and xy's quickie in B116 (also known as lenny's room). sarah's rock song of the exam period "jjjaaang jjjaaang political scieence!!" (note: jang jang is the guitar sound effect) hanging nonsense on each other's doors. clara's knees (try touching them). june, also known as liu yue, starting the "murr" phenomenon. and we all now know puayming eats a lot thanks to sushi buffet, and xy is damn suay. i'm loving the company, the fun, the gossip. on the other hand, staying in the senior's wing makes me one very well-bullied freshie but it's okay i know they still love me. happy hall-idays :)
i want an fcuk shirt but there arent any new slogans. a local contribution inspired by xy would read
when she blurted that out (re: somebody pissing her off of cos) everyone kept quiet. then jingsong, "hey it rhymes!"
suejeanbean and i went to vivo. our motto for the day changed from "no buy no go home" to "no buy many many no go home" ! i'm quite satisfied with my buys ;> love my hoodie! and my blue top and my grey tshirt and my very short denim skirt which im potentially afraid to wear on uphill escalators but it was $24.90 so why not? bah. hahah. i'm madly in love with suejean's zara shorts with the damn cool aeroplane seatbelt buckle but no have my size :(
and THEN we just had to go to minitoons where we fell in love with the weird looking soft toys/could-be-rabbits. omg! :D you shld have seen the freaking happy look on suejean's face when she hugged it in the store. so we bought them for each other so technically its buying for ourselves ahh we're stupid that way hoho. she named hers pink bitch cos hers is pink, and i named mine ah chen cos mine's orange. he has a crooked smile and that's what makes him special.
i love ah chen.
and i'm trying to keep
"haha mine was rilly that bad huh. yknw just now there was a flying cockroach in the living room but you weren't there to save me :( "
roar. all i want for xmas is so bloody obvious i dont even have to put it down in words.
it ain't over till it's over
honestly its not about the time frame
cos out of 365 days, how many/few do we spend them together?
no matter how preoccupied i may be
i'm left with a tiny heartache each night
(which is a good thing btw cos it means i miss you)
so i figured i'm incomplete without you
and that's why we are one
sweetheart:bitterheart
i can't rilly tell you apart
good times for a change
see the luck i've had, can make a good man turn bad
so please please please let me, let me, let me
get what i want, this time
a whole new world
peaks and troughs.
and i dont know what to think anymore.
rewind
"the right step" was definitely worth watching. ryan on the show was a pleasant surprise and i got chills watching his item. his moves garnered a lot of loud "whoaa"s from the guys sitting behind mika and i, but as usual he lets the students get the limelight by zooming off backstage for most of his item hoho. the alumni item was just as good. super tight, with enough grace to balance their strength.
but mostly, i'm so so proud of melissa ng yun suan :D juggling school + hall + the ballet concert + ntu dance altogether who else could have pulled it off? and she did so much for the right step, i cant imagine just how much. and everyone loved her item. the kids!! all so cute la, esp the girl in the pink longsleeve top. considering how i am forever impressed with pple who can choreo, i think mel did an awesome job.
and dancer protocol: giving flowers! flowers for mel, nessie, sonja, sharon & aprine (sorry joy i didnt know you were performing too!)
i guess i sidetracked i wasnt planning to blog about the right step just that it's still in my mind.
but i'm scrapping whatever i initially wrote here cos on hindsight it sounds whiny and stupid (even tho it still holds true) so maybe you read it maybe you didnt goodbye
find a card to send
to some really old friends
bah.
i'd scold the sky if it could listen
cos today is a bad day to rain
gg to watch mel's ballet concert the night before my exam tmr hehe
but how can i not! cant wait to see it :)
i miss dance yet i dread dance
(the irony)
cos my december is going to fly away
and i rilly rilly need the rain to stop like now
stupid sky.
down for whatever
i was so happy after history was over. happy HAPPY HAPPY! cos it ended my 3 consecutive days of exams which = cramming non stop for 3 modules. tho i still have one more paper to go i dont have to rush like mad to get it into my head. open book mcq haha rocks. which means its gonna be hard to score. but at least for now i'm genuinely happy. the feeling rocks.
why i love my friends..
because they make me feel cool
our love to admire:
haha even van dyk and tiesto praises him hes gotta be amazing
* charlotte:
stop name dropping nick
i know it's rilly effective
in making me less cool in comparison
but we all know it alrdy
our love to admire:
omg u dont even knw tiesto!!!!!!!
* charlotte:
OKAYYYYYYY
because they make me feel pretty by asking me to take a picture and send it over -- only to distort it, cover it with file icons, leave it on the desktop to laugh at it all day and tell me "omg it looks weirdddd"
because they engage me in intellectually stimulating conversations
jasonish:
why use a toothbrush when you can use a brinjal
* charlotte:
random pls?!
jasonish:
abit
lol
johnny went to the market and bought 30kg of beef
one kg of beef cost $1.20
QUESTION
how tall was the cow
* charlotte:
stop acting like mr brown
jasonish:
lol
i can be like
mr orange
yes i love my friends.. i rilly do and i'm quiiite sure they love me too.
i love mr candy too cos without him i would be home alone and nobody would kill the cockroach in the living room for me :x
(i hope he still loves me too even tho i accidentally dropped his psp :x :x :x )
btw i hope 01122007 was the sweetest day of nikkisooshuwen's life (:
i'm so happy cos you're so happy
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
Saturday, December 29, 2007 @ 4:14 PM
it suddenly hit me how nothing lasts forever just as the year is ending.
wow what a very nice happily ever after.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 12:25 PM
1389
hearing your voice was the best xmas present of 2007.
every year, you do something special in a bittersweet way that wrecks me inside.
i love/hate you so very much. :) :(
yesterday it was more :'(
today it's more :)
so there.
:')
Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ 12:52 AM
song for a friend
i cant believe its alrdy friday. i cant believe the year's ending!
i love my hall friends. they are too funny. camwhoring in lenny's room with the exchange student from holland i dunno his name. nobu saying how back in japan the girls in short skirts and high socks are "good for the guys". lenny and xy's quickie in B116 (also known as lenny's room). sarah's rock song of the exam period "jjjaaang jjjaaang political scieence!!" (note: jang jang is the guitar sound effect) hanging nonsense on each other's doors. clara's knees (try touching them). june, also known as liu yue, starting the "murr" phenomenon. and we all now know puayming eats a lot thanks to sushi buffet, and xy is damn suay. i'm loving the company, the fun, the gossip. on the other hand, staying in the senior's wing makes me one very well-bullied freshie but it's okay i know they still love me. happy hall-idays :)
i want an fcuk shirt but there arent any new slogans. a local contribution inspired by xy would read
bloody scuker
idiot fcuker
idiot fcuker
when she blurted that out (re: somebody pissing her off of cos) everyone kept quiet. then jingsong, "hey it rhymes!"
suejeanbean and i went to vivo. our motto for the day changed from "no buy no go home" to "no buy many many no go home" ! i'm quite satisfied with my buys ;> love my hoodie! and my blue top and my grey tshirt and my very short denim skirt which im potentially afraid to wear on uphill escalators but it was $24.90 so why not? bah. hahah. i'm madly in love with suejean's zara shorts with the damn cool aeroplane seatbelt buckle but no have my size :(
and THEN we just had to go to minitoons where we fell in love with the weird looking soft toys/could-be-rabbits. omg! :D you shld have seen the freaking happy look on suejean's face when she hugged it in the store. so we bought them for each other so technically its buying for ourselves ahh we're stupid that way hoho. she named hers pink bitch cos hers is pink, and i named mine ah chen cos mine's orange. he has a crooked smile and that's what makes him special.
i love ah chen.Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 3:15 AM
and i'm trying to keep
"haha mine was rilly that bad huh. yknw just now there was a flying cockroach in the living room but you weren't there to save me :( "
"well baby you know i cant be there all the time.."
"it sounds rather sad when you put it that way but yeah i guess it's true."
roar. all i want for xmas is so bloody obvious i dont even have to put it down in words.
which leaves me to think that without the friends tt i have now, i would be one very lonely girl.
i've been doing some soulsearching lately. maybe too much.. cos i hope it doesnt affect anything good that i have thus far.
am i in too deep?
Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 11:56 PM
it ain't over till it's over
honestly its not about the time frame
cos out of 365 days, how many/few do we spend them together?
no matter how preoccupied i may be
i'm left with a tiny heartache each night
(which is a good thing btw cos it means i miss you)
so i figured i'm incomplete without you
and that's why we are one
Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 4:11 PM
sweetheart:bitterheart
i can't rilly tell you apart
good times for a change
see the luck i've had, can make a good man turn bad
so please please please let me, let me, let me
get what i want, this time
Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 1:02 AM
a whole new world
peaks and troughs.
and i dont know what to think anymore.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 1:17 AM
careless love
you can cry a million tears
you can wait a million years
if you think that time will change your ways
don't wait too long
take a chance, play your part
make romance, it might break your heart
but if you think that time will change your ways
don't wait too long
you can cry a million tears
you can wait a million years
if you think that time will change your ways
don't wait too long
take a chance, play your part
make romance, it might break your heart
but if you think that time will change your ways
don't wait too long
Saturday, December 08, 2007 @ 2:08 PM
rewind
"the right step" was definitely worth watching. ryan on the show was a pleasant surprise and i got chills watching his item. his moves garnered a lot of loud "whoaa"s from the guys sitting behind mika and i, but as usual he lets the students get the limelight by zooming off backstage for most of his item hoho. the alumni item was just as good. super tight, with enough grace to balance their strength.
but mostly, i'm so so proud of melissa ng yun suan :D juggling school + hall + the ballet concert + ntu dance altogether who else could have pulled it off? and she did so much for the right step, i cant imagine just how much. and everyone loved her item. the kids!! all so cute la, esp the girl in the pink longsleeve top. considering how i am forever impressed with pple who can choreo, i think mel did an awesome job.
and dancer protocol: giving flowers! flowers for mel, nessie, sonja, sharon & aprine (sorry joy i didnt know you were performing too!)
i guess i sidetracked i wasnt planning to blog about the right step just that it's still in my mind.
but i'm scrapping whatever i initially wrote here cos on hindsight it sounds whiny and stupid (even tho it still holds true) so maybe you read it maybe you didnt goodbye
Wednesday, December 05, 2007 @ 5:56 PM
starsand
and these past few days i realise
that i like keeping you company
and these past few days i realise
that i like keeping you company
@ 2:17 PM
find a card to send
to some really old friends
bah.
i'd scold the sky if it could listen
cos today is a bad day to rain
gg to watch mel's ballet concert the night before my exam tmr hehe
but how can i not! cant wait to see it :)
i miss dance yet i dread dance
(the irony)
cos my december is going to fly away
and i rilly rilly need the rain to stop like now
stupid sky.
Sunday, December 02, 2007 @ 1:19 AM
down for whatever
i was so happy after history was over. happy HAPPY HAPPY! cos it ended my 3 consecutive days of exams which = cramming non stop for 3 modules. tho i still have one more paper to go i dont have to rush like mad to get it into my head. open book mcq haha rocks. which means its gonna be hard to score. but at least for now i'm genuinely happy. the feeling rocks.
why i love my friends..
because they make me feel cool
our love to admire:
haha even van dyk and tiesto praises him hes gotta be amazing
* charlotte:
stop name dropping nick
i know it's rilly effective
in making me less cool in comparison
but we all know it alrdy
our love to admire:
omg u dont even knw tiesto!!!!!!!
* charlotte:
OKAYYYYYYY
because they make me feel pretty by asking me to take a picture and send it over -- only to distort it, cover it with file icons, leave it on the desktop to laugh at it all day and tell me "omg it looks weirdddd"
because they engage me in intellectually stimulating conversations
jasonish:
why use a toothbrush when you can use a brinjal
* charlotte:
random pls?!
jasonish:
abit
lol
johnny went to the market and bought 30kg of beef
one kg of beef cost $1.20
QUESTION
how tall was the cow
* charlotte:
stop acting like mr brown
jasonish:
lol
i can be like
mr orange
yes i love my friends.. i rilly do and i'm quiiite sure they love me too.
i love mr candy too cos without him i would be home alone and nobody would kill the cockroach in the living room for me :x
(i hope he still loves me too even tho i accidentally dropped his psp :x :x :x )
btw i hope 01122007 was the sweetest day of nikkisooshuwen's life (:
i'm so happy cos you're so happy