* fragments of the same dead star



a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey



EARCANDY

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and to think this video came from Ben Koh, king of nonsense.
C3 shld have replicated this look for D&D.. imagine a Lady Gaga Barbie!
she even has that Barbie voice going on...
just watch e vid and be amazed/shocked, looking pretty ain't easy..
it's tough being a girl!

i like big butts and i cannot lie





thanks to Nikki for the links to these crazy fun-tastic weddings..
how memorable!
i can totally imagine this happening at Mel & Robin's wedding in the future.
teeheexmeeheex k gnightwurrrld.

:)

such a lovely place
such a lovely face

last night Yasizzle showed me this website, which further goes to prove how she really is the source of all weird & funny (sometimes slightly porno) things.

but what a guy! i mean, i admire his determination and sentimentality. he believes in the kind of romance that would make most others puke, and that is something. but srslyyyy??? you think you can find THE ONE just by conducting a search? okay no doubt an exhausting one. but srsly.

i've got so many questions for this guy. like over time, won't his memory of his dream fade and he'll identify the wrong girl? his drawing was so shit anyway. if someone looks 90% like his mental image of the girl, then he might take her just because she looks so much like the dream. BUT she's not the one! i kinda believe in constructed memory, that you have a fake recollection of the past because that's how you want to remember it. therefore... memory is sometimes not reliable!

and what if she doesn't want him, stupid. he's convicted of falling in love with the girl of his dreams, but what if the girl isn't as convicted? naturally right. she didn't have the same dream. maybe she's not looking for love or she already has someone else. why should she alter the course of her life, just because of a stranger's dream? how's she supposed to believe him when he says she's the one.

and other questions. basically i just want to burst his bubble haha. cynical is me.

all that shit is gone

don't you wanna live a simple life?
you pray for change before you turn out the lights
burn a bridge everytime it feels right
don't you wanna forget where you're from?

2011

why do i always live in regret



Blair Waldorf: If you cut revenge out of the Bible, there's not even enough pages to make a pamphlet.

Dear Lord, please teach me the sacred act of forgiveness, thank you.

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forgive, forget, move on to happy days ahead!


i feel it all, i feel it all
the wings are wide
wildcard inside

hello friends, meet Mao Tou the owl! he looks like scary grumpy shit, i know. and he has a retarded name cos i didn't rly bother to name him properly. i asked Andy what's owl in chinese and the ans is mao tou ying. i'm like, wth cat head eagle? so from then on, he has become Mao Tou. actually his name on the printed tag says Fogs.. well i guess it's better than "mao tou".

Fogs giving the "i'm watching you" look

scary grumpy shit
he wins the "bright eyes" competition hands down

asshole ignoring me for his game. bangs the table everytime he loses.
totally looks like he hasn't ORD yet.

mao tou is fat


asshole took this while i was busy on the phone.

fatface and asshole.
he has 2 adam apples hahahhhaha, skinny shit.

asshole looks a bit scary here and a bit different. he is very bad at taking photos :(
i am still a fatface, and maotou is still grumpy and scary
tho this looks like a family shot, under no circumstances do i want any of my future kids looking like Fogs.

randomly schmandomly...
should i change parting to the right? hmmm.



i can't explain my experimental mood lately.
perhaps i have an innate constant need for change.