♥♥♥
* fragments of the same dead star
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
there are certain people
you just keep coming back to
the old adage: nobody's perfect
but how can you accept your own flaws?
it's as good as saying tt you know there's smth with you
and then going around being proud of it
i hate knowing that i'm not good enough
i cringe when i look back
knowing i could have done so much more
then again.. maybe i couldnt have
i'm a major klutz
i'm fat
i suck at small talk
i never say the right things
i'm little miss shy
i'm also little miss late
and also little miss underachiever
dont you admire those who accomplish great things big and small?
(a couple of yr friends' names shldve popped into yr mind now)
but at the same time it makes you feel so low.
okay i need to stop looking back
on my self-induced series of unfortunate events
it all depends on me to make it up to myself
and try to make things better
gdness what am i doing
going on and on like that
i'm gg to die of self semi melancholy
perhaps im not in the right state of mind
3 hours of sleep
but my waking hours well spent
in the living room of tampines street 11
:)
you have no idea how much i have been talking lately
all of which led to rekindled friendships
happy happy happy!
and most of all.. thankful
old is gold
that applies to friends too
hello clementi
everyone do visit me
at C323
yay i just made a haiku.
a pretty pair of shoes just brightened up my day :)
altho i dont have them.. yet.. (scaredycat)
and this convo:
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
yaaaaaa
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
omg
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
then for secret pal night
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
the theme is fashion disaster
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
:
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
charlotte
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
tell me what to wear pls
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
can u imagine
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
u reveal urself to ur secret partner
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
and u're seriously dressed to kill
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
hahahaha
★ shàarlət says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
and i'm happy for kaka's happy ending :D !
ohhhh my.
i think i just went thru a freaking mood swing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dU0Cppq0RVw&eurl=
my jaw dropped.
but its true that kids pick up things rilly fast so like if you start young, you're bound to be awesome if you keep working at it.
BUT STILL. THEY ARE EFFING AMAZING LA.
however the kid in mask is still a question mark to me haha.
stop this train
i can't take the speed it's moving in
i'm sure everyone around the world had some agenda to attend to, who wldnt want to mark 07.07.07 in a special way? fyi, the grand copthorne waterfront had 6 wedding lunch ceremonies and 1 random seminar in the afternoon. i guess you could even play a "person who spots the most cars with wedding ribbons on door handles wins a prize" game if you were out yesterday. 6 weddings per hotel, multiply by 2 (lunch and dinner), multiply by number of hotels. that's a lot of happy lovebirds if you ask me.
i seriously wish i was born 10 years ago. then i can get engaged on 08.08.08, marry on 09.09.09. have a kid on 10.10.10. all of which sound very prosperous dates in chinese. then i can fool myself into thinking life can be the perfect la dolce vita.
7.7.07 marked my sister's graduation too. it's quite a weird feeling knowing that the ucc, the place where i watch performances (most notably the juniors' syf item with utmost pride) and even got the chance to rock the stage myself (danceworks!) is now part of my school. i do feel quite passive and out of place, missing out on the nonsense plethora of school camps where the warped notion is that orientation = ridiculous awkwardly close contact with complete strangers. okay i know you want to spice things up and make camps THE talk of the town but it seems that the line keeps getting thinner until you dont even know when it's drawn. in any case, germs and i aim to be "the hot chicks you didnt see at the camp".
yay now time to leave fond college days behind and look forward to getting screwd around in office politics.
proud mother and daughter.
the only time when education makes you look stupid. think gaudy coloured robes.
tell me i look smart!!
infinity = forever?
all things (tangibles and intangibles) have expiry dates. therefore all trials can be overcome. likewise, everything good will come to an end.
when the war has took his part
when the world has dealt its card
if the hand is hard together we'll mend your heart
to person A:
i wish i knew how to talk to you, i only have one day.
to person B:
i wish you were here so i can tell you everything.
to person C:
i wish i never told you at all.
Create your own Friend Test here
this is all thanks to melissa ng yun suan. i can only aim for my test to be as hard as hers was.
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
Friday, July 27, 2007 @ 10:30 PM
there are certain people
you just keep coming back to
the old adage: nobody's perfect
but how can you accept your own flaws?
it's as good as saying tt you know there's smth with you
and then going around being proud of it
i hate knowing that i'm not good enough
i cringe when i look back
knowing i could have done so much more
then again.. maybe i couldnt have
i'm a major klutz
i'm fat
i suck at small talk
i never say the right things
i'm little miss shy
i'm also little miss late
and also little miss underachiever
dont you admire those who accomplish great things big and small?
(a couple of yr friends' names shldve popped into yr mind now)
but at the same time it makes you feel so low.
okay i need to stop looking back
on my self-induced series of unfortunate events
it all depends on me to make it up to myself
and try to make things better
gdness what am i doing
going on and on like that
i'm gg to die of self semi melancholy
perhaps im not in the right state of mind
3 hours of sleep
but my waking hours well spent
in the living room of tampines street 11
:)
you have no idea how much i have been talking lately
all of which led to rekindled friendships
happy happy happy!
and most of all.. thankful
old is gold
that applies to friends too
hello clementi
everyone do visit me
at C323
yay i just made a haiku.
a pretty pair of shoes just brightened up my day :)
altho i dont have them.. yet.. (scaredycat)
and this convo:
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
yaaaaaa
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
omg
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
then for secret pal night
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
the theme is fashion disaster
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
:
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
charlotte
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
tell me what to wear pls
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
can u imagine
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
u reveal urself to ur secret partner
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
and u're seriously dressed to kill
senorita ; too much candy gonna rot your soul says:
hahahaha
★ shàarlət says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
and i'm happy for kaka's happy ending :D !
ohhhh my.
i think i just went thru a freaking mood swing.
Monday, July 23, 2007 @ 2:03 AM
ballet under the stars
22ndjuly2006
22ndjuly2007 -- new and improved, starring mel ng!
performance wise.. i want a refund please. not saying that the performance was bad but.. because we cldnt see shit because of the girls in front and they effing huge and ugly umbrella roar :l very angry. and and and buts was cut short because of the rain :(
all was well at first before the pitterpatter
evidence that i look ugly when i'm sad! :(
cute little yellow dumpling
but i still enjoyed myself very much. it's good company that can turn the baddest of days around into the best of days.
but i still enjoyed myself very much. it's good company that can turn the baddest of days around into the best of days.
to mcm: it's because of you and you that makes me believe that kc girls are friends for a lifetime. what we have is special <3
Sunday, July 15, 2007 @ 11:35 PM
i'm not going to count my blessings
(maybe i don't even know of some)
i'll just be content that i have them
somewhere inside me
i know i have them
Friday, July 13, 2007 @ 12:41 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dU0Cppq0RVw&eurl=
my jaw dropped.
but its true that kids pick up things rilly fast so like if you start young, you're bound to be awesome if you keep working at it.
BUT STILL. THEY ARE EFFING AMAZING LA.
however the kid in mask is still a question mark to me haha.
Sunday, July 08, 2007 @ 1:15 PM
stop this train
i can't take the speed it's moving in
i'm sure everyone around the world had some agenda to attend to, who wldnt want to mark 07.07.07 in a special way? fyi, the grand copthorne waterfront had 6 wedding lunch ceremonies and 1 random seminar in the afternoon. i guess you could even play a "person who spots the most cars with wedding ribbons on door handles wins a prize" game if you were out yesterday. 6 weddings per hotel, multiply by 2 (lunch and dinner), multiply by number of hotels. that's a lot of happy lovebirds if you ask me.
i seriously wish i was born 10 years ago. then i can get engaged on 08.08.08, marry on 09.09.09. have a kid on 10.10.10. all of which sound very prosperous dates in chinese. then i can fool myself into thinking life can be the perfect la dolce vita.
7.7.07 marked my sister's graduation too. it's quite a weird feeling knowing that the ucc, the place where i watch performances (most notably the juniors' syf item with utmost pride) and even got the chance to rock the stage myself (danceworks!) is now part of my school. i do feel quite passive and out of place, missing out on the nonsense plethora of school camps where the warped notion is that orientation = ridiculous awkwardly close contact with complete strangers. okay i know you want to spice things up and make camps THE talk of the town but it seems that the line keeps getting thinner until you dont even know when it's drawn. in any case, germs and i aim to be "the hot chicks you didnt see at the camp".
yay now time to leave fond college days behind and look forward to getting screwd around in office politics.
proud mother and daughter.
the only time when education makes you look stupid. think gaudy coloured robes.
tell me i look smart!!
and it only hit me now that my sister's alrdy a fullfledged adult about to make her mark in the workforce. and she has alrdy been an adult for 3 full years and i didnt realise it at all. no more the evil witch who used to pull my hair and make me cry. it only feels like last week that 2007 started off with the A levels behind us and a whole lot of life before us. actually more than half the year has already whizzed on by. christmas is going to come next week, and by next month it'll be 2008 and another round of resolution making which will fail us in another blink of an eye.
and that's how time creeps upon us. it gets faster every year and it only stops when you jump off the ledge. maybe then infinity will be forever.
@ 11:51 AM
infinity = forever?
all things (tangibles and intangibles) have expiry dates. therefore all trials can be overcome. likewise, everything good will come to an end.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 @ 1:44 AM
when the war has took his part
when the world has dealt its card
if the hand is hard together we'll mend your heart
to person A:
i wish i knew how to talk to you, i only have one day.
to person B:
i wish you were here so i can tell you everything.
to person C:
i wish i never told you at all.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007 @ 2:24 AM
Create your own Friend Test here
this is all thanks to melissa ng yun suan. i can only aim for my test to be as hard as hers was.