* fragments of the same dead star



a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey



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30th anniversary concert!!

performing in front of your own schoolmates is so unnerving. nevertheless i threw my self-consciousness away. a lot of people enjoyed the dance :D we can do much more than just hip hop!

huge thank you to all those who came to watch :) espesh (gen, suejean, viona), weijie, dalun, kim, dory, bailyn, samuel, victor, trevor, and my two lovely angels joan and daffy! :D glad you all enjoyed it!

now it's time for the tapestry pple to SHINE! and tmr will be the last performance with the j2s.. that will be sad.. but we gotta make the dance better than today!



.. We ought to dance with rapture that we might be alive - and part of the living, incarnate cosmos. **

come on charlotte.

live up to expectations.

dont let anyone down.

effort does not equate to satisfactory results.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK :)
you're a cheeko you rilly are

firstly.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANIE!! my angel #1/2 stay happy stay sweet stay pretty stay neat hoho what am i saying

jea and i met up before school to put up the dance notice board :D we spent the weekend cutting out the letters and the stars and collecting brochures from sistic and everything.. we never rilly thought we'd carry out with our crazy plan but we did! it was more fun than anything rilly.
but our plan to keep it a surprise was foiled! ashley saw us putting up the board and he told the other dancers. ashley!!!! :/ oh well. i didnt think we could keep it that long anyway. but to have the surprise spoilt like in a record 2 hours was so unprecedented seriously hoho. i'm jus glad everybody who told me about it liked it so far. :D
we made a contribution!

went to town. bought the black eyed peas monkey business album! it's style is so rawkin.. i love love love it. I LOVETHE "THEY DONT WANT MUSIC" SONG!! it's so so so nice lovely neat cool swingin stylin. :DDD

back to sch for night study (NS hoho). it was fruitful again today. NS is always productive for me, sure beats lazing ard at home where i'm so ill-disciplined tt i never get a single thing done.

but i'm still sad the vending machine cheated me of my 1 buck :( and the stupid drinks stall guy didnt compensate me. arse.

but the good outshines the bad today. it's been a good day.

i wish i could start my life all over again. i'd do so many things differently, i'd make different choices. hopefully choices i would never regret. it's too hard to change now.

newsflash. reality check. the restart button is out of view. it's not even there to begin with.

i mean.. i've had my positive times. the good fun. the laughs. the childhood memories.

but then again, things could have been so much better. my life's in my hands, and i chose to make it more screwed up than it should be.

how could i possibly change if i'm stuck with what i've got.

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this entry is dedicated to YOU. yes YOU. you know who you are. the bloody faggot who pissed the shit outta me on national day. for the love of singapore dont you DARE piss me off today. but u bloody did. bugger.

you make me out to be some spoiltbrat bitch. hell no i'm not. i'm sick of tolerating your pms bad mood days. my gawd how can a guy have pms. but you seem to have it. i'm not gonna take it hands down, the way you talk to me like you're some self-righteous hero. sacrificing ur dinner plans. HELLO. newsflash. nobody meets up for a project in the evening. cancel your dinner plans for what may i ask. for bloody what.

sorry if i made plans before our group made any plans. wtf's wrong with me wanting a compromise. i'm not asking for too much. i'm not asking for everyone to make radical changes. all i'm asking for is to have it in school. that's it, ditto. if that's too hard for you, then i'll simply do my portion of the work. is that difficult? no. i think it's bloody simple and downright logical. but apparently school isnt conducive for you just cos you DONT WANT TO cos u think sch is fuck boring.

and yes. blame me for missing your dota game. blame me for everything. blame me you know. cos i jus got a marvellous BLAME ME tattoo flashing on my forehead. woohoo! hell no.

FCUK OFF V*NC*NT. YOU KILLJOY OF THIS FESTIVE DAY. AND A VERY HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO YOU.

what i could not stand today: pple who think they're so damn good and popular strutting their stuff ard, when actually they arent anything great.

sad to see a small young child lose her sweet innocence that's in the centre of every girl's heart.

that young girl's audacity urks me. barely 10 years of age maybe, and yet putting on the facade of an adult. impish freak.

completely absurd.