♥♥♥
* fragments of the same dead star
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
" Today, I ate my gummy bears two at a time. That way they wouldn't be lonely traveling down to my stomach. MLIA "
:) retarded but so sweet.
CDK saturday
today...
K wakes up C and D, and so CDK conference call starts at about 12plus pm. C and D still groggy and sleepy, lying in bed. haven't conference call-ed in ages, btw! so neway, conference call goes haywire when K's words kept getting cut off.
K: i think me and Leo are going to ----- (???)
C/D: what?
K: i was saying, i think me and Leo are going to -----
C/D: what??!
C/D/K: hahahhahhahaha
saturday's plan took ages to get finalized, and after that we still didnt stick to it! spontaneous random lovin' ittt.
went to the flea at Mt Sophia. heccticccc crazzzyyy crowwddeddd louddd tiringgg.. funnn!
pleased with my buys, not a lot but still all good.
invited Q to impromptu Zouk outing.
Q provided CDK with a table at the winebar, but then left to go to his friend's house for a damnn longg timeee. but CDK still enjoyed nice chillout with mojitos, chips and peanuts.
random guy comes to our table and asks if we've alrdy gone into the club. D replies, not yet. guy whips out 3 tickets to catch some DJ battle event thing ---> getting into phuture free! yeayy.
btw Q has some groovin' dance moves yo. lololol.
all in all, a fun night! didn't stay out too late tho, but i'm still very awake. D went off to find her Little J, C and K worrying together at the bus stop.. hoping we didn't miss the last night rider. but all's good and everyone is home. maybe i'm the only one awake now.
oh man, i can't believe CDK has been friends for so long, so long.
and i rly hope Euro plans come true.
love always!
---
and i think... i have just about mastered the glam celeb centre-parting look!!
do you think i can achieve the Blair look!
me hopes very much so.
okay that's all time to head to bed gnight wurrld!
don't go out tonight
i have a weakness for Marks and Spencer's organic chocolate buttons, although i always feel absolutely sick after popping too many at one go.
and i love everything about this video.. right down to the girl's cute bustier dresses.
making momma so proud
but your voice is too loud
i hate it when you have those days when nothing goes right, but you know it's not your fault.
ANGRY!
anyway on to happier things... june's bejewelled blitz party!
headed to this quaint little place in shaw tower
awesome decor, friendly service, but food is only so-so
still, it was a lot of fun!
cute right!
little liuyue is finally 21!
on the way to joukkk. drink and die!
drink..
and..
dieeeee..
sneak peeks for now, fb upload coming up soonish!
the orion experience
audio overload paradise...
my remedy after mysoju's shocking letdown
so many things to do.. so little money!
i'm anticipating another jam-packed week ahead even before i get a taste of monday
but this time, i'm very curious to see how things turn out
another irrepressible thought:
i hate (and frequently dread) being left out of familiar circles
it's like thoughts and actions don't equate
all i want is something dependable to fall back on
i know there are some people i can always count on
but when they're not there, then what happens?
trust charly, trust. don't think so much
our resolution to take more pictures....
day trip to japan!
---
ps: two hour journeys to sengkang...
the hawt boizz better be worth it!
you and me walk on
cos you can't go back now
after all this time, we're still learning how to handle conflict
you leave me to myself, so that i can cool down
but with every passing minute of silence
the anger just wells up in me more
i guess to me, nth is more frustrating than you knowing smth is up
yet still trying to be cautious and safe (= doing nothing)
instead of plucking up the courage to nip it in the bud before it gets worse
(which it always does)
why can't you feel more with your heart?
if you know, you just know
no need for me to tell you step-by-step
but we'll get better, right?
for starters, i didn't end up as an obstinate ball of tears!
and i swallowed my anger.. just because.
i realise i don't have to be right all the time
what's more impt is to be okay with you again
this song is for you bb
but ignore the crappy video!
---
but in the end
the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself
the great dichotomy
does a lonely wandering soul have cctv eyes?
---
and so Ji Hoo says in episode 11:
i don't think anyone can know someone completely.
on the contrary, i think anyone can know someone better than that someone knows him/herself. and in my opinion, this is the most impt thing all of us should know.. especially now.
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 3:56 AM
" Today, I ate my gummy bears two at a time. That way they wouldn't be lonely traveling down to my stomach. MLIA "
:) retarded but so sweet.
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 4:11 AM
CDK saturday
today...
K wakes up C and D, and so CDK conference call starts at about 12plus pm. C and D still groggy and sleepy, lying in bed. haven't conference call-ed in ages, btw! so neway, conference call goes haywire when K's words kept getting cut off.
K: i think me and Leo are going to ----- (???)
C/D: what?
K: i was saying, i think me and Leo are going to -----
C/D: what??!
C/D/K: hahahhahhahaha
saturday's plan took ages to get finalized, and after that we still didnt stick to it! spontaneous random lovin' ittt.
went to the flea at Mt Sophia. heccticccc crazzzyyy crowwddeddd louddd tiringgg.. funnn!
pleased with my buys, not a lot but still all good.
invited Q to impromptu Zouk outing.
Q provided CDK with a table at the winebar, but then left to go to his friend's house for a damnn longg timeee. but CDK still enjoyed nice chillout with mojitos, chips and peanuts.
random guy comes to our table and asks if we've alrdy gone into the club. D replies, not yet. guy whips out 3 tickets to catch some DJ battle event thing ---> getting into phuture free! yeayy.
btw Q has some groovin' dance moves yo. lololol.
all in all, a fun night! didn't stay out too late tho, but i'm still very awake. D went off to find her Little J, C and K worrying together at the bus stop.. hoping we didn't miss the last night rider. but all's good and everyone is home. maybe i'm the only one awake now.
oh man, i can't believe CDK has been friends for so long, so long.
and i rly hope Euro plans come true.
love always!
---
and i think... i have just about mastered the glam celeb centre-parting look!!
do you think i can achieve the Blair look!me hopes very much so.
okay that's all time to head to bed gnight wurrld!
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 1:10 AM
don't go out tonight
i have a weakness for Marks and Spencer's organic chocolate buttons, although i always feel absolutely sick after popping too many at one go.
and i love everything about this video.. right down to the girl's cute bustier dresses.
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 4:37 PM
making momma so proud
but your voice is too loud
i hate it when you have those days when nothing goes right, but you know it's not your fault.
ANGRY!
anyway on to happier things... june's bejewelled blitz party!
headed to this quaint little place in shaw tower
awesome decor, friendly service, but food is only so-so
still, it was a lot of fun!
cute right!
little liuyue is finally 21!
on the way to joukkk. drink and die!
drink..
and..
dieeeee..
sneak peeks for now, fb upload coming up soonish!
Monday, June 08, 2009 @ 1:54 AM
the orion experience
audio overload paradise...
my remedy after mysoju's shocking letdown
so many things to do.. so little money!
i'm anticipating another jam-packed week ahead even before i get a taste of monday
but this time, i'm very curious to see how things turn out
another irrepressible thought:
i hate (and frequently dread) being left out of familiar circles
it's like thoughts and actions don't equate
all i want is something dependable to fall back on
i know there are some people i can always count on
but when they're not there, then what happens?
trust charly, trust. don't think so much
Friday, June 05, 2009 @ 2:53 AM
our resolution to take more pictures....
day trip to japan!
From the west to the east I have flown to be near you
I have come all this way to be close, to be here with you
And now, all my heart I will lay down precisely at your feet
---
ps: two hour journeys to sengkang...
the hawt boizz better be worth it!
Wednesday, June 03, 2009 @ 2:41 AM
you and me walk on
cos you can't go back now
after all this time, we're still learning how to handle conflict
you leave me to myself, so that i can cool down
but with every passing minute of silence
the anger just wells up in me more
i guess to me, nth is more frustrating than you knowing smth is up
yet still trying to be cautious and safe (= doing nothing)
instead of plucking up the courage to nip it in the bud before it gets worse
(which it always does)
why can't you feel more with your heart?
if you know, you just know
no need for me to tell you step-by-step
but we'll get better, right?
for starters, i didn't end up as an obstinate ball of tears!
and i swallowed my anger.. just because.
i realise i don't have to be right all the time
what's more impt is to be okay with you again
this song is for you bb
but ignore the crappy video!
---
but in the end
the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself
Tuesday, June 02, 2009 @ 3:28 AM
the great dichotomy
does a lonely wandering soul have cctv eyes?
---
and so Ji Hoo says in episode 11:
i don't think anyone can know someone completely.
on the contrary, i think anyone can know someone better than that someone knows him/herself. and in my opinion, this is the most impt thing all of us should know.. especially now.
okay i trust you
i believe you
i love you
i believe you
i love you