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a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
i guess this is a sign that we still need you.
hello to the burnouts
the left out and left behind
and you know in your heart
that the farsighted see better things
this entry is for luke becos i feel it is my sort-of duty to fill out the "6 weird things about yourself and tag 6 other pple to do it" thing becos he tagged me. the only reason why i'm doing it now is becos i only read that entry not long ago hahah oops and i still cannot think of 6 substantially weird things to say. (altho a good many of you great pals out there prolly have a lot to say about me dont you all?) nevertheless i shall do it now lest i forget and not get around to doing it.
#1 over the weekend, i abided societal norms and became like you -- an atm cardholder.
#2 i cannot commit to watching tv serials no matter how interesting they may be.
#3 i miss doing homework and writing essays.
#4 the nails on my right hand grow faster than my left.
#5 i cant cook.
#6 i've liked the colours red and black for an exceptionally long time.
i'm to end this weird nonsense and spare 6 pple the burden of passing this on. and luke, i did it for you!
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acjaa a.k.a ashley christopher john alban arriola a.k.a break me too is the proud recipient of the meanest boy award 2007. he would probably like to thank noone but himself and also likely to make a reference to me using some form of insult as endearment.
okay end of annoucenment.
hurry everyone, back to living your normal/extraordinary/boring/adventurous life. choose life, just like what mark renton did, that cunt. shite!
i'm glad that when i fell through the trapdoor today,
there was a mattress to cushion my fall.
maybe it was my lucky day,
but i'd love to try that freefalling feeling sometime.
Break Me Too says:
if i wrote you a symphony
★ shàarlət says:
just to say how much u mean to me
Break Me Too just sent you a Nudge!
★ shàarlət says:
wah lao
Break Me Too says:
what would you do
Break Me Too says:
hahahahaha
Break Me Too says:
if i told you you were beautiful
Break Me Too says:
i'd be lying
GEE.
and for that the meanest boy award 2007 goes to you.
one day i'm going to become like you because what goes around comes around.
i love my love.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=A9uPljmx7yQ
you're not exactly fantastic
but neither am i
and i will never blame you for it
didnt know just what i had
mahjong 101 crash course at tiong bahru! if i had the guts to bet w money today i'd be quite a bit richer. but i'm still not used to mahjong jargon. instead of going pong or chi.. i rapidly go I WANT IT I WANT IT while pointing at the desired tile, after which everyone will go 'no thats not what ure supposed to say!'
and when the money betting kicked in, joan dory and i stuck to our rummy-o! it's a mini mahjong of sorts but not rilly. then camwhore session started again but we only appoved like 0.3% of all the gazillion pictures we took.
and i say 0.3% becos chialings told me that that's the amount of body fat wong lilin has. 0.3% ohmylord. all fat girls in the world cry with me.
jason can drive! i'm not very honoured to be the 3rd person to be driven around by him but car rides are fun neway! now we know that it takes half an hour to go from aljunied to tampines if you follow the train tracks instead of hitting the PIE. and that i read signs better than he does.
all grown up and driving hot chicks around now but some things just never change. jason still sports this incredibly kiddy watch and orange crocs all the time.
when picking chialing up from tampines..
charlotte: hey we're outside already. eh listen listen.. ... .. . .. .. .. HONK!
my stomach still has the chilli feeling from supper at 85. sinful oily food that only wong lilin can eat without guilt. sting ray shiokz.
swimming at suejean's tmr should do the trick. must burn calories for once instead of piling them on. more 'pongs' and 'i want its' coming soon!
this is the scary bitch who hurls verbal abuse at me but i'll never get mad anyway. the only one who can make me laugh like a retard. i slap her all the time but it's okay she deserves it. when i get my 'best toilet cleaner' award one day, i'll let her touch the trophy. and i'm forever honoured that i'm always the first! not only did we watch music&lyrics today, we also have our own! "youuuu make me haaaaappy" in a very out-of-tune way. happier than happy in fact :)
"hahaha ure so cute n weird at the same time. that makes u ugly, adorable, n yet strange. hahaha ilu" --- janice
youuu make me haaaaaaaappyyyy
mulholland drive says:
any unhorny boy is weird
mulholland drive says:
and abnormal
mulholland drive says:
and a freak
mulholland drive says:
and deserves to meet satan
that was the sex predator speaking.
NICKeLOdeon
finally we did what we set out to do after many rainchecks.. and it was all about foooooood yay/ohno depends on how you look at it! we were a bit crazy and ordered too much and the floor manager or smth came back to tell us to cancel the largest order cos we rilly wldnt be able to finish it. thank gdness he was nice enough to do that. becos i am still stuffed like a fatgirl slim minus the slim.
he resolved to have no pictures taken ever even when he books out.. but then i came along.
and this amuses me very much. this receipt is like a contract or smth! all that's missing is the signature. and someone please buy 6666 for 4D.
and i still dont like tianpin.new camera the sister bought from the IT fair is exciting. i think i'm turning into a camwhore. friday afternoon was spent with the pretty pair bailyn&nikki. objective: shopping!
this is ZAC and he wins the 'cutest ever' 2007 award. his mum let me take a photo of him, much to his delight. the mum says he loves cameras and handphones. cutest ever! next time i am going to name my kid zac so he can be as cute as this one.
this is the funcdeko mirror that makes everyone look good in anything.
this is the dog that looks like a half teddybear! in the shop with nice dresses.
this is the zara top that i like but will never have. :( i rilly have been spending way too much and i know i have to stop. i'd post a picca of nikki in her dress but i wont spoil the surprise.. let her show it to the world when she's finally gotten it! let's just say it makes her look like the cutest little cupcake ever :)
this is the baby of the family. somehow she reminds me of a deer here how queer (rhyme!).
this is the neighbourhood, tucked away in a cosy corner in the southeastern part of the island.
and now for saturday.. here we go now!
our usual strategy: i get into the train and one stop later kaka hops on at eunos. objective: to save time. actual result: we end up late anyway!
sidenote: do i need a friggin tan or what!
this is ashley's charlotte shirt. nvm the fact that it's about a girl who blows off her head :l disturbing. but tt's not the point which is that now he can remind himself of what a nice person i am whenever he wears this yay.
this is our personal bellboy of the day. he is carrying 3 bagfuls worth of openhouse rubbish with a gay smile on his face and fugly (worse than ugly haha!) hair. he is stupid becos he flags cars as if they are taxis and put his hands up in protest when they drive past. but he is shy and refused to reenact his stupidity on camera.
and that was how i spent saturday afternoon. ignore my smile.. the hot hot heat made me super sianed and tired out. when it's rainy i want the sun.. when it's sunny i want the rain. it's what makes the perfect weather so elusive.
and that's a wrap.
you're real torn up about it
and i wish you the best
i hope this won't prove to be another costly mistake.
listen to the sound from deep within
it's only beginning to find release
for random's sake: my new shorts come from YGDA JEANS "this pair of clothes will give you a first-rate and great gratification" and get this.. "since 2001" whoaahh "made form the highest quality and advanced performance inspired design"
on the other hand my sister says they look like ahlian shorts :l okay la bugis street what to expect. now i can look like ahlian worhzxzxzxzxzxzxz.
hahah thought it was funny the first time i read the tag. okay enough shit from me gnight now.
okay shopaholic me went out and got myself a whole new outfit from head to toe. 3 pairs of earrings, a tshirt, denim shorts, a belt and shoes. somebody please stop me. i'm not going to scare myself and count how much all that cost. okay maybe i should.
okay a grand total of $76 rounded up to the nearest dollar. eh actually doesnt seem thaaat bad. i've almost forgotten the benefits of bugis street shopping. cheap cheap yayy. i think my last bugis street visit was back in oh my 2005?? with little miss irene the girl i've been missing. i like how we just talk about anything in mind no inhibitions tho we see each other so very very little.
i think i played up to 6 or 7 hours of boardgames. slapping bananas.. getting hands mixed up.. building trains.. closing business deals.. grabbing ugly monsters.. turbo taxi.. accusing each other of being idiots.. and lots of brownies!!!!!! all very fun.
but why do i still feel so far away?
and random random: i felt the tremor this morning! swaying back and forth at the dining table and i was wondering if i was falling sick and getting the giddy feeling. but a few mins later and i'm back to normal so i just brushed it off and wldnt have talked about it to anyone if not for suejean's phonecall.
everyone seems to be feeling tired today.. but i'm not and well nvm if everyone goes sleep i shall find smth else to do like talk to my pillow or sing to my orange soft toy called olie just becos i used to like watching rolie polie olie. olie is an orange dog my mum bought for me from barang barang with purple ears and his tag says made in india. he sounds rilly ugly just by a word description but in actual fat olie is incredibly cute and i like him.
why am i spouting nonsense? someone please tell me to shut up already.
a moment on your lips
a lifetime on your hips
today i looked at myself in the reflection in the train and told myself once again it's time to lose weight.. and now i'm reaching into the packet of chips i opened this afternoon. OH NO CHARLOTTE YOU ARE A BAD GIRL. weighed myself in school on friday and unfortunately found out that i put on a half kg. so now i need to lose 2.5 kg! it seems incredibly hard.. how come everyone loses weight except me? i need to exercise.. but i know i wont. i need to stop getting hungry and eating at 11pm - 2am which is the worst time to eat.. but i know i wont. you tell me how la liddat :l in magazines they go like 'give yourself a weekly treat.. 2 cubes of dark chocolate' and i'm like.. you have seriously gotta be kidding me. i consume chocolate on a daily basis. it's like a basic commodity in the charlotte trust fund. but hey they're anti-oxidants! then again tt only applies for the 70% cocoa variety which i dont go for.. meaning.. i eat junk food everyday!!!!!! one day i will turn into a supersize me and there will be no turning back oh no :( that's it i will not touch the b&j in the fridge until err.. the weekend?
yes charlotte tell yourself you can do this.
i wish we all could win.
Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
The waters you're navigating right now might not be as crystal clear as you would like them to be, but that doesn't necessarily mean that evil monsters lurk beneath the surface. Have confidence that all is well. Your tendency toward pessimism has been growing stronger, and this is something you should address today. Admit to yourself that if you don't know the future, things are just as likely to go well as to go poorly.
okay i used to think that horoscopes are bullshit. one horoscope for one day isnt exactly going to completely change my mind but still this one is very hmmmm.
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wherever you go, i'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around, and i'll be two steps behind
