* fragments of the same dead star



a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey



EARCANDY

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

girl, put your records on
tell me your favourite song

maybe sometimes people read too much into things. for example if you like a song which happens to have "i love you" in the lyrics and you share it with someone else, does it necessarily mean you are conveying signals that you love the person / showing signs of liking the person?? why can't it be that hey you just like the song. or perhaps you are giving off subconscious signals that you don't know about.. maybe you really do love the person just that you don't know it. OR WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LIKE THE SONG. if you send an "ily" song to a friend of the same gender nobody gives two hoots about it. but if it's the opposite gender, you automatically give room for suspicion. semantics antics. well i guess some people don't believe in platonic guy-girl friendships.

yeah i am totally wasting time, delving into false sense of insecurity.. just because my next paper is on monday.
relaxxxxxingggggggg.
well i gotta reward myself for enduring 3-day exam marathon right.

you gotta love your friends when...
they enrich your education experience by editing your lecture notes with bonus info.
RIGHT YAP YUN YING SARAH???

oh and i just gave you free advertising to the 0 record labels who will chance upon this space hurr.

why fly home...
when you can fly away?

and this is the story behind why i eventually signed up for twitter.

sorry i don't have many photos of you, so i had to kope one of the old school ones. (literally old school, might i add!)
mizz youzz. hurry come home! siglap is waiting. yes even the stupid beer garden haha. (it's not a beer garden!)

to my #1 favouritest person in the world,

i think you've mastered the art of giving flowers. not just reserved for anniversaries or "i'm sorry" gifts, but just so to see the outer corners of my lips curl into a smile. only you fully understand how life has been unrelentlessly pelting me with misfortune. all the big things and small things.. how the small things magnify the big things.. thanks for taking all the hard hits from me, you don't deserve it! oh i don't know what else to say already.. i love you babyy!




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and this is absolutely lovely.
wade's emotional choreo to my favourite john mayer song.
my dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

the battle of evermore

in all honesty
i can't decide if my life is getting better or worse
by the minute
by the hour
by the day

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fuck love
fuck insensitivity
fuck family
fuck money
fuck school
fuck incapability

but i can't die yet.

ps: this is not an angsty post but just my honest opinion on the spur of the moment
life goes on as per normal
don't worry, i know life can still be good
(well it wld have been better w gelare waffles for a start!)

pps: don't you think the chinese sign is hilarious?

i know i'll see you again
whether far or soon

i just realised the significance of yesterday, and i am crushed.



365 days
i know you're fine
you know i still miss you




i need a little bit of lykke li and you