♥♥♥
* fragments of the same dead star
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
:( i think i need a hug.
another 'boo loser' moment :D
-charly meets boo at the 4th floor-
charly: have u seen nikki?
boo: she's gg back to class
charly: but i jus came from there!
-dispute ensues-
boo: i swear she's upstairs you wanna bet
-drags charly back up to the 5th floor, walks out to the corridor, turns back and peeks from behind the wall-
boo: oops she's not here
neway i think i'm suffering from some sort of weird jet lag. tired all the time. especially while trying to get to work.
TIM GUNN: ALRIGHT DESIGNERS GET TO WORK
you give me wings
yknw after hady won he looked so shy and happy at the same time and he looked so much like justin seth phua my favourite!
seth seth seths ethse thsehtshetshthsethsehthesths seth esth seht seht shethetshet seht adam brody adam brodya dma bdory dam dborydamdabroyd adb rayocmadbrao
:) :) :)
neway page 3 of i-s magazine shows this part about if disneyland were to set up in singapore and some of the points were funny. "if it actually happens, just imagine the possibilities. here's what we want to see in our very own disneyland, uniquely singapore style"
- have our own scaled down version of "magic mountain" and rename it "bukit magic"
- instead of children, have a bunch of animatronic middle-aged, half-drunk men and women singing on the "it's a small world" ride from a karaoke machine
- have budget versions of all fun rides that are not air-conditioned, and where there's no queueing. it's just free for all
- open a hawker center in the middle of the park, with dishes like donald duck rice and little mermaid fish head curry
- have disney taxis to take you around the park, with donald duck driving and complaining about how mickey mouse can't govern disneyland properly
antm in half and hour. the gina and jade showdown. sigh how to be skinny like them.. when my hips are expanding faster than a speed-time exponential graph can plot.
noodleking had no queue this morning, so nat and i couldnt pass up the chance! tho i almost went to yongtaufoo. sorry noodle king. but i wonder why you always ask me if i want soup for my mee sua. how to have mee sua without soup isn't that like weird? or maybe i should try it one day.
and prince charles lives in a hise.
and i don't like weighing scales and how they make the numbers go up each time.
natalie is crazy_adventurous_girl88 we were looking at the scary ants on the overhead bridge and she like attacked them with a stick and leaves! but the ants are tough guys pls they actually grab the stuff the moment nat pokes them with it. 2 ants carrying a huge leaf a 100 times bigger than them. sorry i'm still amazed.
talking about ants makes me wanna watch a bug's life.
i'm so tired after an hour of badminton. gee.
neway boo and i tried this thing from dory's blog and it's like a maths version of spy technology. take out your calculator now and just try it.
1) Key-in the first 3 digits of your handphone number (exclude the digit '9')
2) Multiply by 80
3) Add 1
4) Multiply by 250
5) Plus last four digits of phone number
6) Plus last four digits of phone number again
7) Minus 250
8) Divide by 2 at last
and here's a singpore bug's life
will work for fun
You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:
-Artist
-Historian
-Banker
-Novelist
-University Professor
-Photographer
-Vet
-Paralegal
-Graphic Designer
-Online Content Developer (iViva las computadoras!)
-Webmaster
-Producer (tv more fun than homework!)
-Managing Director
-Nutritionist
-Advertising (advertising helps me decide)
-Nursing (we be 'illin)
You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.
You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.
You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.
You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.
You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don't get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don?t like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.
everybody here is out of sight
if not for jie who woke up me at 720 in the morning i think i wouldnt have made it for the econs paper oh boy.
i love shopping and trying things on just for the fun of it and dumping the whole pile back at the salesgirl mwahaha.
and singing dancing in the moonlight on the top of marina square with the coloured lights and non-stop breeze, looking at the huge 13 and walking on water and sitting down in the middle of nowhere!
it's been an ubersuperduper long day albeit a very fun one!
wonder what all the mambo boys and girls are up to now. having fun and dancing.
funny how i always looked forward to zouk but after turning 18 i just never go and i dont even look forward to it.
like, if it happens it happens if it doesn't it doesn't.
but nonetheless one day i want to finally find out what it's rilly like. as for now i'm tired time for sleep.
another reason why ben is a loser
★ shàarlet says:
www.benisaloser.com
thought you'd stick around until the day you found someone to make me obsolete says:
www.charlottesucks.com
★ shàarlet says:
dont have la pls
thought you'd stick around until the day you found someone to make me obsolete says:
i dare u to click on the link
thought you'd stick around until the day you found someone to make me obsolete says:
damn
thought you'd stick around until the day you found someone to make me obsolete says:
really dont have
haha loser!
WE'REGOINGSHOPPINGTOMORROWOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
ICANNOTWAITLASERIOUSLYISWEARWITHVIONAZHIYING
SUEJEANANDVALERIEYOUBETTERGOTOOOMGIHAVENT
SHOPPEDINAGESIWANTTOBUYLIKESOMUCHSTUFFLIKESHOES
ANDEARRINGSBUTI'MNOTSUREIFIHAVEENOUGHCASHYET
FORALLTHATBUTWHOCARES
:D
gina i don't normally get you but this time i totally understand how you feel.
eew.
going nowhere
nikki's dream reminds me of my shorthair days. maybe next year i'll revisit those days. but after all that patience required to grow it out.. i might not bear to. but who knows. i'll keep in view short hair for the 'things-to-do-in-2oo7' list.
which also includes making my room tidy. it's actually impossible but i'll try. after the bitch A's there'll be so much more time to do so much more things! cant wait rilly. then i can put a huge blow-up picture of audrey hepburn / edie sedgwick / twiggy on my wall.
(adding a pregnant pause to think about all the possible after A's fun)
:)
now i better start on sampling theory
sigh
tanailingjanice
when i'm done with the bitch prelims, we're going to meet up again just like how we used to. you got that?
knock'em out
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
How are you feeling today?
I'm Sorry by daphne khoo. (haha sorry then)
Will you get far in life?
Have A Nice Day by bon jovi. (yay at least it'll be a nice life)
How do your friends see you?
Cherry Lips by garbage. (but i'm not a delicate boy in a hysterical realm. but maybe i hold a candle in my heart to shine a light on hidden parts. i make the whole world wanna dance i bought myself a second chance. at least that's what the song says)
Will you get married?
She's My Baby by the rocket summer. (i will put the thought of a shotgun marriage outta my mind)
What is your best friend's theme song?
Who's To Say by vanessa carlton. (hey this shld be for the previous question)
What is the story of your life?
I Miss You by incubus. (yay i love this song. but for a life story quite sad)
What was high school like?
Am I An Idiot by five iron frenzy. (judging by all the failed tests..)
How can you get ahead in life?
Once Again by the hanks. (many 2nd chances?)
What is the best thing about your friends?
Wonderful by everclear. (succinctly so!)
What is in store for this weekend?
Live Long by kings of convenience. (long weekend my ass. with that maths paper coming up)
What song describes you?
Twist by goldfrapp. (life's pretty straight without a packet of twisties. okay random)
To describe your grandparents?
I Got Rhythm from take the lead soundtrack. (who could ask for anything more!)
How is your life going?
Memory by sugarcult. (yeah i need it in my life now. i cant remember crap about transition metals.)
What song will they play at your funeral?
These Days from take the lead soundtrack. (these days alright, days without me)
How does the world see you?
Meant To Live by switchfoot. (yeah this world hell needs me hoho)
Will you have a happy life?
Between Angels And Insects by papa roach. (eeeeww)
What do your friends really think of you?
Swing Swing by the all-american rejects. (gee do they rilly think i'll cry over the phone? and yay they can help me find a way to carry on again)
Do people secretly lust after you?
My Maker by heartless bastards. (if evolution forces them forward and changes the way they live their lives, the heartless bastards will be lusting after someone else)
How can I make myself happy?
The First Of The Gang To Die by morrissey. (great so now i DO have to go kill myself)
What should you do with your life?
In Your Sea by the get up kids. (waiting patiently, stranded in your sea. whee)
Will you ever have children?
Stand By Me by oasis. (yay cute kids to stand by me)
roar back to the books. so much left undone.
what's your flavour
testimonial writing is so shameless it's disgusting. and here is my personality.. a compilation from various people:
- values friendship a lot
- caring + sensitive
- funny
- freaked out in horror movies
- lazy but willing to work hard when it matters
- sleepy
- fun
- well-liked by peers
- barbaric
- friendly
- lovable
will try to make a nice-looking paragraph out of all that tmr. enough time wasted for now.
thank you for always looking after my needs in the best way you know how
i just know that these things
will never change for us at all
as of now, 4 pple online have the word 'lips' and 4 with the word 'smile', 6 smiley emoticons, 2 flowers and many turtles everywhere.
it's either a tweak to create an online version of esprit de corps, or everyone's rilly just like everyone else.
like pink floyd says, we're all just another brick in the wall.
the darkness
the light in the dining room blew.
that's it.
i wasn't meant to study.
in all honesty
it's been awhile
since we had reason left to smile
abstaining from orchard road only gets me hooked on online shopping. too many websites, too little cash roar.
and organic chem is a pain in the ass. i give up too easily and i ask too many retarded questions.
you make me happy
when skies are grey
ilovejustin :D !
hello ________,
come into my life
after almost a week of living in a parallel world so different from reality, i must move on and get back. that half an hour couldn't make up for 6 years of tears.
a moment on your lips
a lifetime on your hips
if i'm not hungry i'm sleepy if i'm not sleepy i'm hungry if i'm not hungry i'm sleepy [repeat]
:( :( :(
i'm taking in so much fat that i'm expanding faster than the universe. one day i'll explode and then byebye.
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
Friday, September 29, 2006 @ 4:31 PM
:( i think i need a hug.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 @ 11:48 PM
another 'boo loser' moment :D
-charly meets boo at the 4th floor-
charly: have u seen nikki?
boo: she's gg back to class
charly: but i jus came from there!
-dispute ensues-
boo: i swear she's upstairs you wanna bet
-drags charly back up to the 5th floor, walks out to the corridor, turns back and peeks from behind the wall-
boo: oops she's not here
neway i think i'm suffering from some sort of weird jet lag. tired all the time. especially while trying to get to work.
TIM GUNN: ALRIGHT DESIGNERS GET TO WORK
Monday, September 25, 2006 @ 9:36 PM
you give me wings
yknw after hady won he looked so shy and happy at the same time and he looked so much like justin seth phua my favourite!
seth seth seths ethse thsehtshetshthsethsehthesths seth esth seht seht shethetshet seht adam brody adam brodya dma bdory dam dborydamdabroyd adb rayocmadbrao
:) :) :)
neway page 3 of i-s magazine shows this part about if disneyland were to set up in singapore and some of the points were funny. "if it actually happens, just imagine the possibilities. here's what we want to see in our very own disneyland, uniquely singapore style"
- have our own scaled down version of "magic mountain" and rename it "bukit magic"
- instead of children, have a bunch of animatronic middle-aged, half-drunk men and women singing on the "it's a small world" ride from a karaoke machine
- have budget versions of all fun rides that are not air-conditioned, and where there's no queueing. it's just free for all
- open a hawker center in the middle of the park, with dishes like donald duck rice and little mermaid fish head curry
- have disney taxis to take you around the park, with donald duck driving and complaining about how mickey mouse can't govern disneyland properly
antm in half and hour. the gina and jade showdown. sigh how to be skinny like them.. when my hips are expanding faster than a speed-time exponential graph can plot.
Sunday, September 24, 2006 @ 2:55 AM
Charlotte: i just don't know what i'm supposed to be.
Bob: you'll figure that out. the more you know who you are and what you want, the less you let things upset you.
Friday, September 22, 2006 @ 10:51 PM
noodleking had no queue this morning, so nat and i couldnt pass up the chance! tho i almost went to yongtaufoo. sorry noodle king. but i wonder why you always ask me if i want soup for my mee sua. how to have mee sua without soup isn't that like weird? or maybe i should try it one day.
and prince charles lives in a hise.
and i don't like weighing scales and how they make the numbers go up each time.
natalie is crazy_adventurous_girl88 we were looking at the scary ants on the overhead bridge and she like attacked them with a stick and leaves! but the ants are tough guys pls they actually grab the stuff the moment nat pokes them with it. 2 ants carrying a huge leaf a 100 times bigger than them. sorry i'm still amazed.
talking about ants makes me wanna watch a bug's life.
i'm so tired after an hour of badminton. gee.
neway boo and i tried this thing from dory's blog and it's like a maths version of spy technology. take out your calculator now and just try it.
1) Key-in the first 3 digits of your handphone number (exclude the digit '9')
2) Multiply by 80
3) Add 1
4) Multiply by 250
5) Plus last four digits of phone number
6) Plus last four digits of phone number again
7) Minus 250
8) Divide by 2 at last
and here's a singpore bug's life
Thursday, September 21, 2006 @ 4:38 PM
will work for fun
You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:
-Artist
-Historian
-Banker
-Novelist
-University Professor
-Photographer
-Vet
-Paralegal
-Graphic Designer
-Online Content Developer (iViva las computadoras!)
-Webmaster
-Producer (tv more fun than homework!)
-Managing Director
-Nutritionist
-Advertising (advertising helps me decide)
-Nursing (we be 'illin)
You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.
You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.
You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.
You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.
You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don't get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don?t like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.
@ 12:08 AM
everybody here is out of sight
if not for jie who woke up me at 720 in the morning i think i wouldnt have made it for the econs paper oh boy.
i love shopping and trying things on just for the fun of it and dumping the whole pile back at the salesgirl mwahaha.
and singing dancing in the moonlight on the top of marina square with the coloured lights and non-stop breeze, looking at the huge 13 and walking on water and sitting down in the middle of nowhere!
it's been an ubersuperduper long day albeit a very fun one!
wonder what all the mambo boys and girls are up to now. having fun and dancing.
funny how i always looked forward to zouk but after turning 18 i just never go and i dont even look forward to it.
like, if it happens it happens if it doesn't it doesn't.
but nonetheless one day i want to finally find out what it's rilly like. as for now i'm tired time for sleep.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @ 12:59 AM
another reason why ben is a loser
★ shàarlet says:
www.benisaloser.com
thought you'd stick around until the day you found someone to make me obsolete says:
www.charlottesucks.com
★ shàarlet says:
dont have la pls
thought you'd stick around until the day you found someone to make me obsolete says:
i dare u to click on the link
thought you'd stick around until the day you found someone to make me obsolete says:
damn
thought you'd stick around until the day you found someone to make me obsolete says:
really dont have
haha loser!
@ 12:07 AM
WE'REGOINGSHOPPINGTOMORROWOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
ICANNOTWAITLASERIOUSLYISWEARWITHVIONAZHIYING
SUEJEANANDVALERIEYOUBETTERGOTOOOMGIHAVENT
SHOPPEDINAGESIWANTTOBUYLIKESOMUCHSTUFFLIKESHOES
ANDEARRINGSBUTI'MNOTSUREIFIHAVEENOUGHCASHYET
FORALLTHATBUTWHOCARES
:D
Monday, September 18, 2006 @ 10:21 PM
gina i don't normally get you but this time i totally understand how you feel.
eew.
Sunday, September 17, 2006 @ 3:27 PM
going nowhere
nikki's dream reminds me of my shorthair days. maybe next year i'll revisit those days. but after all that patience required to grow it out.. i might not bear to. but who knows. i'll keep in view short hair for the 'things-to-do-in-2oo7' list.
which also includes making my room tidy. it's actually impossible but i'll try. after the bitch A's there'll be so much more time to do so much more things! cant wait rilly. then i can put a huge blow-up picture of audrey hepburn / edie sedgwick / twiggy on my wall.
(adding a pregnant pause to think about all the possible after A's fun)
:)
now i better start on sampling theory
@ 12:39 AM
sigh
Thursday, September 14, 2006 @ 3:23 AM
tanailingjanice
when i'm done with the bitch prelims, we're going to meet up again just like how we used to. you got that?
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 @ 7:51 PM
knock'em out
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
How are you feeling today?
I'm Sorry by daphne khoo. (haha sorry then)
Will you get far in life?
Have A Nice Day by bon jovi. (yay at least it'll be a nice life)
How do your friends see you?
Cherry Lips by garbage. (but i'm not a delicate boy in a hysterical realm. but maybe i hold a candle in my heart to shine a light on hidden parts. i make the whole world wanna dance i bought myself a second chance. at least that's what the song says)
Will you get married?
She's My Baby by the rocket summer. (i will put the thought of a shotgun marriage outta my mind)
What is your best friend's theme song?
Who's To Say by vanessa carlton. (hey this shld be for the previous question)
What is the story of your life?
I Miss You by incubus. (yay i love this song. but for a life story quite sad)
What was high school like?
Am I An Idiot by five iron frenzy. (judging by all the failed tests..)
How can you get ahead in life?
Once Again by the hanks. (many 2nd chances?)
What is the best thing about your friends?
Wonderful by everclear. (succinctly so!)
What is in store for this weekend?
Live Long by kings of convenience. (long weekend my ass. with that maths paper coming up)
What song describes you?
Twist by goldfrapp. (life's pretty straight without a packet of twisties. okay random)
To describe your grandparents?
I Got Rhythm from take the lead soundtrack. (who could ask for anything more!)
How is your life going?
Memory by sugarcult. (yeah i need it in my life now. i cant remember crap about transition metals.)
What song will they play at your funeral?
These Days from take the lead soundtrack. (these days alright, days without me)
How does the world see you?
Meant To Live by switchfoot. (yeah this world hell needs me hoho)
Will you have a happy life?
Between Angels And Insects by papa roach. (eeeeww)
What do your friends really think of you?
Swing Swing by the all-american rejects. (gee do they rilly think i'll cry over the phone? and yay they can help me find a way to carry on again)
Do people secretly lust after you?
My Maker by heartless bastards. (if evolution forces them forward and changes the way they live their lives, the heartless bastards will be lusting after someone else)
How can I make myself happy?
The First Of The Gang To Die by morrissey. (great so now i DO have to go kill myself)
What should you do with your life?
In Your Sea by the get up kids. (waiting patiently, stranded in your sea. whee)
Will you ever have children?
Stand By Me by oasis. (yay cute kids to stand by me)
roar back to the books. so much left undone.
Sunday, September 10, 2006 @ 12:21 AM
what's your flavour
testimonial writing is so shameless it's disgusting. and here is my personality.. a compilation from various people:
- values friendship a lot
- caring + sensitive
- funny
- freaked out in horror movies
- lazy but willing to work hard when it matters
- sleepy
- fun
- well-liked by peers
- barbaric
- friendly
- lovable
will try to make a nice-looking paragraph out of all that tmr. enough time wasted for now.
Thursday, September 07, 2006 @ 11:46 PM
thank you for always looking after my needs in the best way you know how
@ 1:19 AM
i just know that these things
will never change for us at all
as of now, 4 pple online have the word 'lips' and 4 with the word 'smile', 6 smiley emoticons, 2 flowers and many turtles everywhere.
it's either a tweak to create an online version of esprit de corps, or everyone's rilly just like everyone else.
like pink floyd says, we're all just another brick in the wall.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 @ 12:52 AM
the darkness
the light in the dining room blew.
that's it.
i wasn't meant to study.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 @ 9:38 PM
in all honesty
it's been awhile
since we had reason left to smile
@ 12:59 AM
abstaining from orchard road only gets me hooked on online shopping. too many websites, too little cash roar.
and organic chem is a pain in the ass. i give up too easily and i ask too many retarded questions.
Monday, September 04, 2006 @ 12:17 PM
you make me happy
when skies are grey
ilovejustin :D !
Saturday, September 02, 2006 @ 12:21 PM
hello ________,
come into my life
after almost a week of living in a parallel world so different from reality, i must move on and get back. that half an hour couldn't make up for 6 years of tears.
@ 12:29 AM
a moment on your lips
a lifetime on your hips
if i'm not hungry i'm sleepy if i'm not sleepy i'm hungry if i'm not hungry i'm sleepy [repeat]
:( :( :(
i'm taking in so much fat that i'm expanding faster than the universe. one day i'll explode and then byebye.