* fragments of the same dead star



a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey



EARCANDY

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and yah inspired by Sara Wee (i absolutely love hearing her chatting on live radio Power 98)
i must grow my hair long and curl it again
maybe also becos Olivia Ow says shes likes that look on me hurr
hmm need to buy some instant hair growth tonic.


sigh Hayden Panattiere give me your hair now.

yep it's heartbreak season once again
i've heard so many true stories these days
cheated.. neglected.. dumped.. being the last resort..
i'm not in the best position to opine, but..
chin up friends. like Travis says, Love Will Come Through 


trying to run away from me
hopeless evasion of my needs
trying to see through unborn eyes
you're not the one

did a free online EQ test, out of curiosity..
and scored 54/100. barely passed yo haha :/ yet kinda expected
honestly dont think i have EQ, cos i feel awkward A LOT with people i'm not close to.
true story.

ps: found it on google at http://www.queendom.com/queendom_tests/transfer

Snapshot Report

Self-report Component

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According to your self-report answers, your emotional intelligence is relatively good, but needs to be further developed. People who score similarly generally feel that their ability to understand and deal with their own emotions and those of others is acceptable, but they can struggle sometimes. They occasionally have trouble overcoming difficulties in their lives and are not consistently capable of controlling their moods. It can be a little hard for them to understand how best to motivate themselves to overcome obstacles and reach their goals. In addition, they find social interactions difficult at times, for several reasons. They may have trouble allowing themselves to get close to others, finding it difficult to be vulnerable enough to establish intimacy or perhaps lacking understanding of, or comfort with, social interactions. By working on your problem areas, you can become more confident in dealing with your own emotions and those of others.

and just because i haven't touched my photobooth in a long time..
sianxzcakess my cheeks have been in baby stage for my whole life. (lips lacking colour as always)
brunch with mother at Coffee Club today
hot chicken barley soup on a cold drizzling day.. pure comfort food!
and i love the comfy warm feeling from wearing a long sleeve top on a cold day
i love snuggling under the comforter with cold toes on rainy mornings
i'm right now happy embracing the dreary weather
my sister in Canberra might disagree cos she has had to go through worse conditions, and is now more than happy to welcome spring


the last photo in my laptop, before reviving photobooth today: 
i realise how unphotogenic i rly am.
however i love how stranger in the back row inserts herself into the picture, damn shld've made friends haha. with fredadarlx during a Southeast Asia lecture.. this picture must have been taken ard march? when i got the haircut.
freda, then still a happy young student. now fully immersed into corporate OL life.
TIME FLIES.
when is my turn? and where am i gonna end up?

okay time to get back to Advertising Strategies for the upcoming midterm..
yes i'm still enjoying student life, desperately clinging on until it's time to let go.

what i take away from this whole experience is:
everyday, i keep learning how to be a better person.