♥♥♥
* fragments of the same dead star
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
say it ain't so
my love is a lifetaker
force vomiting out an entry just to pass the time so here goes! thoughts come randomly, making this potentially somewhat disjointed.
the only meet-up with nikki soo this holidays. the friendforlife (hopefully!) whom i only meet up for school. feels damn good to finally hang out w/o any agenda like homework or lectures in mind.
idk what to make of this xmas 08, or even 2008 as a whole actually. so much has happened this year.. more bad than good if i'm to be perfectly honest w myself.
and no i'm not about to list out every single detail of my life now. i've alrdy had 3 days of self-melancholy during my recent bout of xmas blues which i'm very glad i managed to get out of.
so that's why i dont expect a lot this xmas. dinner at my aunt's with yet one less person to look forward to is not my cup of tea. what i'll look forward to instead is much-missed homecooked nonya food, seeing everyone else again, and mustering some inkling of festive cheer w my favourite candycane by forgetting all the bad parts of my life.
one less present to look forward to. i think ashley bluffed me when he said this haha. i got played!
and i missed out on this too :(
the c3 christmas party
i miss the good times when we were still freshies and life seemed more fun somehow.
sushi buffet at the cathay. this picture looks so old! or maybe everyone has changed? not everyone is in here of course. but all still very much loved by yours truly.
one last parting shot before i leave for more madrush xmas shopping:
dear friends of my life, <-- you all know who you are! (ranging from the cdk to the ariel/badie to the nate&nikki to the various kc girls to the hallies to the misc individuals)
my life is that little less brighter without each one of you!
i may look like a perfectly happy fat ball of sunshine but i've got my shit and you've got yours too. and when i say i have shit, i have a hell lot cos i get it real bad.
i know i'm a crappy friend most of the time, but please dont think any less of me!
love love ai ni men shen shen cinta sangat banyak-banyak <-- my malay might be wrong forgive me but hey i tried
time to ciao.
cause i never knew a home
until i found your hands
im so glad i'm gg for stars :) can't wait can't wait.
i think i owe mayyin a lot of concert ticket money.
the favourite takeaway that means so much in so many ways:
a fragment of a star is still a star
fighting the storm
into the blue
and when i lose myself
i think of you
so it's been 7 days since my last paper in school. life has been good. set out to party like a rockstar and damn right i did. i need to quit mambo alrdy. besides, butter is better!
grandpa turns 79. still going strong, nothing's gonna stop him now!
on another note,
one man's joy is another man's sorrow.
on days like these, i feel like a good-for-nothing.
i built myself a castle on the beach
watching as it slid into the sea
that's right. it looked pretty, yes. but it was all sand.
now back to work.
a girl who doesnt live life the way she wants it to be, peppering her existence with countless regrets along the lifelong journey
EARCANDY
Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 4:24 PM
say it ain't so
my love is a lifetaker
force vomiting out an entry just to pass the time so here goes! thoughts come randomly, making this potentially somewhat disjointed.
the only meet-up with nikki soo this holidays. the friendforlife (hopefully!) whom i only meet up for school. feels damn good to finally hang out w/o any agenda like homework or lectures in mind.idk what to make of this xmas 08, or even 2008 as a whole actually. so much has happened this year.. more bad than good if i'm to be perfectly honest w myself.
and no i'm not about to list out every single detail of my life now. i've alrdy had 3 days of self-melancholy during my recent bout of xmas blues which i'm very glad i managed to get out of.
so that's why i dont expect a lot this xmas. dinner at my aunt's with yet one less person to look forward to is not my cup of tea. what i'll look forward to instead is much-missed homecooked nonya food, seeing everyone else again, and mustering some inkling of festive cheer w my favourite candycane by forgetting all the bad parts of my life.
one less present to look forward to. i think ashley bluffed me when he said this haha. i got played!
and i missed out on this too :(the c3 christmas party
i miss the good times when we were still freshies and life seemed more fun somehow.
sushi buffet at the cathay. this picture looks so old! or maybe everyone has changed? not everyone is in here of course. but all still very much loved by yours truly.one last parting shot before i leave for more madrush xmas shopping:
dear friends of my life, <-- you all know who you are! (ranging from the cdk to the ariel/badie to the nate&nikki to the various kc girls to the hallies to the misc individuals)
my life is that little less brighter without each one of you!
i may look like a perfectly happy fat ball of sunshine but i've got my shit and you've got yours too. and when i say i have shit, i have a hell lot cos i get it real bad.
i know i'm a crappy friend most of the time, but please dont think any less of me!
love love ai ni men shen shen cinta sangat banyak-banyak <-- my malay might be wrong forgive me but hey i tried
time to ciao.
Saturday, December 13, 2008 @ 11:01 PM
cause i never knew a home
until i found your hands
im so glad i'm gg for stars :) can't wait can't wait.
i think i owe mayyin a lot of concert ticket money.
the favourite takeaway that means so much in so many ways:
a fragment of a star is still a star
And that is why we'll always make it
How I know your face
All the ways you move
You come in, I can read you
You're my favourite book
All the things you say
The way you shift your eyes
I never knew there was someone to make me come alive
Friday, December 12, 2008 @ 11:16 PM
fighting the storm
into the blue
and when i lose myself
i think of you
so it's been 7 days since my last paper in school. life has been good. set out to party like a rockstar and damn right i did. i need to quit mambo alrdy. besides, butter is better!
grandpa turns 79. still going strong, nothing's gonna stop him now!
on another note,
one man's joy is another man's sorrow.
on days like these, i feel like a good-for-nothing.
Thursday, December 04, 2008 @ 1:09 AM
i built myself a castle on the beach
watching as it slid into the sea
that's right. it looked pretty, yes. but it was all sand.
now back to work.